Hello, Nicole, I would absolutely love to help you out!! I am willing to teach you more about Islam. It is absolutely amazing being Muslim and I want the best for you. Please contact me, my email is rchaaban@live.com .
AND I advise you not to wait to embrace Islam! You can die any second now, so it's best not to wait to embrace Islam.
For one to become Muslim is easy, one becomes a Muslim by believing in the Two Testifications of Faith and uttering them with the intention of leaving out blasphemy.
The Two Testifications of Faith are:
I BEAR WITNESS THAT NO ONE DESERVES TO BE WORSHIPED EXCEPT GOD and
I BEAR WITNESS THAT MUHAMMAD* IS THE MESSENGER OF GOD
The first Testification means that no one or thing deserves to be worshipped except God Who is the Creator of everything.
The second Testification states that Muhammad the son of ^Abdullah who was born in Makkah approximately 1400 years ago is a messenger of God. He was sent to convey what God revealed to him so that the humans believe in and work with the Laws he received and brought. He is truthful in all what he conveyed.
The Two Testifications reject the Godhood of anyone or anything other than God. They confirm the Godhood of God (Allaah) only with the acknowledgment of the message of Prophet Muhammad.
*One can say the name “Ahmad” or “Abul Qaasim” which are both names of Prophet Muhammad. If one is unable to pronounce “Muhammad” properly, then one can say “Abu Qaasim” instead.
Believing in all this implies--Allah, the Creator, has perfect attributes, only Allah must be worshiped, Prophet Muhammad, the last prophet, was truthful in all that he conveyed from Allah, all the prophets before him (the first of whom was Adam) conveyed the same message of belief to their people and are to be loved and respected, yet in no way do prophets (or any creation) have Allah's attributes.
A person can become Muslim, as aforementioned in the solitude of a forest or in a crowded subway; he does not need to go to a mosque or have Muslims witness his profession. Allah knows the hearts of His creation. However, when he becomes Muslim he may declare his belief to some fellow Muslims so he will be known as a Muslim among the people.
Anyone who has read this must know if you are not already Muslim you must become Muslim immediately, for you do not know when you will die. To anyone who becomes Muslim while reading this, we advise you to seek knowledge as to the practice of Islam from a trustworthy Muslim teacher. As people go to college to be taught by those learned on different subjects, one should go to a learned Muslim to learn about the practice of Islam. There will always be more to learn and more ways to improve for a devoted Muslim, so arrogance is not a part of a good Muslim's life.
ISLAM IS THE ONLY RIGHT RELIGION. All other religions worship a creation, whether they worship the fire, cows, a statue, person, or a figure of ones own imagination. Muslims say, what is in need is weak and the weak does not deserve to be worshiped. We worship the Creator, who is not in need of anything. God is clear from needing instruments, or organs and anything among his creation. He is clear from getting tired, resting, sleeping, or getting thirsty; these are all weaknesses. The one who needs something is imperfect and the imperfect does not deserve to be worshiped.
I want to teach you more! Contact me at rchaaban@live.com