Post by iraj on Mar 4, 2017 13:46:57 GMT -5
Assalamu Alaikum,
I performed my Shahada about a week ago. So far I think I've been doing fairly well keeping up with the mandatory prayer times, reading about and practising the lifestyle of Muslims. I've had some difficulties with people I knew being hostile towards my conversion and trying to talk me out of it, both in person and online. I've even experienced some hurtful racist insults by those who used to call themselves my friend. I recognize that Allah is testing me, so I'm trying not to feel too hurt. If anything these things are strengthening my resolve.
I do feel a bit lonely, confused and overwhelmed, and I have a few practical questions.
1. What happens if you miss a mandatory prayer time? For example, I often find it difficult to get up early enough for the Fajr prayer. I take prescription medications at bedtime that make me sleepy. So sometimes I sleep through the alarm or I wake up and immediately fall back to sleep. I do not have the option of taking my meds at a different time. If I took them during the day I'd be too groggy to function. I've started going to bed an hour earlier but so far it hasn't made much of a difference. I also sometimes have trouble with the afternoon/evening prayers when I have to run errands or if I have a doctor's appointment. I don't drive, so it takes me more than two hours plus travel time to do things like grocery shopping, which means I miss a prayer. So - if I miss a prayer should I do it as soon as I can? Or do I just wait until the next prayer?
2. Wudhu - I do it before each prayer, but some prayer times are only an hour or an hour and a half apart. Is it permissible to skip Wudhu for a prayer that's less than two hours after the previous one, assuming I didn't do anything unclean during the time between prayers?
3. How do you connect with other local Muslims, in person? I live in Toronto which has many mosques run by different sects. I'd rather stay away from the extremists. I don't share their belief in hatred of non-Muslims (especially Jews) or violent jihad. Recently two local mosques have been found to be uttering hate speech and inciting violence in their sermons, and they are now under police investigation. How do I find a group that does not advocate violence, hate or terrorism without ending up in an apostate group? I found the Ahmadis, but they are considered to be apostates because of their belief in a latter day prophet after Muhammad (pbuh). Does a non-violent, non-apostate group of Muslims exist?
4. Once I've chosen a mosque, how do I initiate contact with them? Do I just show up at a prayer time on Friday, or should I contact them first? When do people normally attend mosque services? Does everyone go on a Friday for the Zuhr prayer? (I understand that anyone can pray at a mosque at any given time). Is it possible to observe a prayer so I can see how it's done? So far I've been relying on "cheat sheets" I created from instructions I've found on websites, but there's no substitute for seeing people actually praying in the various positions. Also, I'm sure there's an etiquette and I don't want to make a bumbling fool of myself and disturb others.
5. Reading /studying the Quran - I've seen some websites that mention "guides" to reading the Quran, is there some sort of order I should follow to read it, or do I just start at the beginning?
I performed my Shahada about a week ago. So far I think I've been doing fairly well keeping up with the mandatory prayer times, reading about and practising the lifestyle of Muslims. I've had some difficulties with people I knew being hostile towards my conversion and trying to talk me out of it, both in person and online. I've even experienced some hurtful racist insults by those who used to call themselves my friend. I recognize that Allah is testing me, so I'm trying not to feel too hurt. If anything these things are strengthening my resolve.
I do feel a bit lonely, confused and overwhelmed, and I have a few practical questions.
1. What happens if you miss a mandatory prayer time? For example, I often find it difficult to get up early enough for the Fajr prayer. I take prescription medications at bedtime that make me sleepy. So sometimes I sleep through the alarm or I wake up and immediately fall back to sleep. I do not have the option of taking my meds at a different time. If I took them during the day I'd be too groggy to function. I've started going to bed an hour earlier but so far it hasn't made much of a difference. I also sometimes have trouble with the afternoon/evening prayers when I have to run errands or if I have a doctor's appointment. I don't drive, so it takes me more than two hours plus travel time to do things like grocery shopping, which means I miss a prayer. So - if I miss a prayer should I do it as soon as I can? Or do I just wait until the next prayer?
2. Wudhu - I do it before each prayer, but some prayer times are only an hour or an hour and a half apart. Is it permissible to skip Wudhu for a prayer that's less than two hours after the previous one, assuming I didn't do anything unclean during the time between prayers?
3. How do you connect with other local Muslims, in person? I live in Toronto which has many mosques run by different sects. I'd rather stay away from the extremists. I don't share their belief in hatred of non-Muslims (especially Jews) or violent jihad. Recently two local mosques have been found to be uttering hate speech and inciting violence in their sermons, and they are now under police investigation. How do I find a group that does not advocate violence, hate or terrorism without ending up in an apostate group? I found the Ahmadis, but they are considered to be apostates because of their belief in a latter day prophet after Muhammad (pbuh). Does a non-violent, non-apostate group of Muslims exist?
4. Once I've chosen a mosque, how do I initiate contact with them? Do I just show up at a prayer time on Friday, or should I contact them first? When do people normally attend mosque services? Does everyone go on a Friday for the Zuhr prayer? (I understand that anyone can pray at a mosque at any given time). Is it possible to observe a prayer so I can see how it's done? So far I've been relying on "cheat sheets" I created from instructions I've found on websites, but there's no substitute for seeing people actually praying in the various positions. Also, I'm sure there's an etiquette and I don't want to make a bumbling fool of myself and disturb others.
5. Reading /studying the Quran - I've seen some websites that mention "guides" to reading the Quran, is there some sort of order I should follow to read it, or do I just start at the beginning?